No way, please!

I'm kinda sorta sick of this nothing to do holidays.

Yes, i really am.

Speaking of which, i'm a pathetic bitch who has to go on diet during holidays,
can you imagine it?
Holidays supposed to fill with HOLIDAYS, literally.
That's not what i'm doing right now.
I'm taking salads everyday for lunch, i can't go for jog fml because i don't have a proper running shoes. Okay i got to admit that i'm stubborn. When it comes to shoes, i'm picky and fussy.
excuses if you think it was that way, eff you you don't understand how fashion works.
Plus, i gotta save cash for coming trips. fml again i hate to be jobless.
I know i sound grumpy here, its all because i'm bored everyday.


Things did not go well as how i scheduled it. *God damn it*
I can't really work because of these shits.
I know i know i shouldn't complaint so much on such POSITIVE things in life.
You know that kind of feeling that you got to handle it all alone is &@&&)@&^)&@)^@!!!

I wish i could be that person who got to work everyday for that amount of time and i don't even have time for house works and things a women supposed to do. IF only i can change that *supposed to do things*
I know i'm free now but it does not mean i want to handle it all alone!

I don't enjoy nothing-to-do time at all. *me don't like cleaning*
It's time to apply for job, i don't fucking care about CLP now.

Kthxbai.