Once you grow old

As you grow older, you tend to worry more and more.

Commitments, especially.

My life is full of pressure lately, not that the circle of my friends would understand this.
So literally i have no one to share my problems.
Fml. * i know it's kinda annoying but seriously these are words best described my situation *

I realised money can't buy perfection nowadays. Everything is so expensive yet so much of imperfection.Can anyone tell me how to deal with this?The answer is easy actually- like we said " PAY MORE LAH IF YOU WANT IT TO BE PERFECT " How to afford if salary never increase?!
They just want you to pay extra for everything and there's still imperfection.
Rich people getting richer.

CLP alone is bothering me.I have more and more to worry now.
I understand that this is something that will definitely arise in the future, it's just that it came faster in an unexpected way.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I just can't take any more stress for now.



Notwithstanding those complains i made above, I feel thankful for everything.
It's just too nice of him trying to get the best for me.