Hey it's December!

It has been a busy week though i'm only started to join the firm last two weeks.
I realised i never blog anymore ever since i started my working life.

There are few reasons,

First, I sleep freaking early nowadays,
10.30-11pm you will see i'm sleeping soundly on my comfy bed.

Secondly, I woke up freaking early everyday,
6.30-6.45am , in order to go out early so that i can skip the traffic jam.
FYI my area is f-ing jam every day, every hour and every minute.
Sigh i love everything here except the traffic.

Thirdly, except working i have no entertainment for the past few weeks,
yes AT ALL! I'm starting to feel bored and trying hard to fit myself into such life.
Well, no choice cause i'm working as professional.

Professional = No life with lots of money.

I don't mind to be honest, giving the fact that i've enjoyed enough before i started to live like this.
Party, travel, having crazy fun and so on... i've tried everything so yea i am settling down my life this way. No complaints. :)

Thank God i do not have to work for this weekend and that conveniently means i, finally can shop for Christmas!
Oh talk about Christmas, hopefully i have time to plan for house warming before new year!




My guestroom. :)
I only take this picture because i love this room more than my room! All my efforts paid.
















I miss cam-whoring and this, long after the last time i did so.
It's for December. * I don't know why i'm so used to my face without make-up nowadays, people do change when they grow old. agree? hmmm *




















Hello to my new found love, peachy daisy. :)
It's like my new pet, i've been taking care of it just like how i took care of Maddox.


























To end this post,

Hola December!
I can't wait for those upcoming events and lots of Christmas pressie.

Good or Bad?

I don't even have time to file my papers for short call. * that supposed to be my priority *
FYI, it's my 3rd day.



How?

I won't cry.

Think, think again.

I was browsing through shoppinglifestyle.com and this article about career and marriage caught my attention.

Will you choose career over marriage?
Good question indeed.

I mean at my age, my group of friends talk about career and marriage every single time we meet up. There would be no problem for a man to give an affirmative answer without second thought but for a woman, she needs to think, and think hard.

I had an interview with one of the firm in town couple weeks ago and so happened the partner asked me the same question. No, he did not ask, he told me why he should not trained a girl to be a lawyer unless i gave him a good reason to do so, not that he's sexist, he mentioned about woman's mother nature and things related to it.
To be honest, i had no reason, for that moment, disagree with his assertion.
*I still feel insulted now simply because not everyone wants the same as you, Mr.S, i respect you as a person who achieved so much but you're in no position to judge me and my future undertakings*

Then, i recalled that i told him about how sure i am to focus on my career till i become a successful lawyer and no conversation about marriage to be repeated cause i, somewhat, for those excuses i had in my thoughts, stress about it.

Now, read what the experts say,

These stars ( Interviewed with Hollywood actresses about this topic ) all seem to have one thing in common -- they're successful and have been happy to dedicate themselves to their careers to get to where they are -- but have they paid the price for this by leaving motherhood too late?

Relationship expert Lissa Coffrey, Ph.D., feels that this isn't necessarily the case: "We see a lot about the careers of these women, their successes, their films, but we don't hear a lot about their private lives. They probably have wonderful relationships, with friends, siblings, even nieces and nephews. It is possible to be successful and have lots of love in life. Many successful women have chosen to go ahead and have children on their own, but these women haven't. That's not to say that they couldn't go ahead and have children in their life at some other time. We're lucky today that there are so many options available to us".

But for those of us who are unwilling to give up our career, how can we at the same time leave the door open for a romantic relationship?

Joanne Mallon is a life coach and the Agony Aunt for AOL's ParentDish. She has this advice: "I think the crucial thing is that to be open to a relationship, you need to have space for it in your life. It's a bit pointless to moan about not meeting anybody if you are working 24/7 anyway. To achieve a sense of balance in life, we need to have a range of interests and priorities and not just be all about work, work, work." Achieve a healthy work-life balance by making it a priority to take time for the things that make life worth living for you. "This could include time with friends, a hobby, spiritual practise, exercise, voluntary work etc. The more fulfilled and happy you are, the more attractive you will become, and you just might find that you meet someone special without having to look too hard," adds Mallon.


So i conclude that,

Give me five years, another five years and i'll consider about marriage and changing my unwillingness of having babies.
But i did not take him for granted.
We both feel comfortable and happy with just and only two of us.

What happened?!

Those were the times, i miss them, ALL of them.

Somehow, things happened and
We're not CLOSE anymore.

We're separated in groups now, i belong nowhere.


Oh well.

:(

I tried...

We all lose friends.. we lose them in death, to distance and over time.
But even though they may be lost, hope is not.
The key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right,
you can pick up the friendship right where you left off.
Even the lost find their way home when you leave the light on."

Well said.

Make a wish.

May the angels protect you, trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
May you always have plenty, the glass never empty
And know in your belly, you're never alone

May your tears come from laughing, you find friends worth having
As every year passes, they mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble,
smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble, you're never alone

I'll be in every beat of your heart when you face the unknown
Wherever you fly this isn't goodbye My love will follow you, stay with you,
baby, you're never alone
Well, I have to be honest as much as I wanted I’m not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow So when hard times have found you and your fears surround you

Wrap my love around you, you're never alone
Never alone, never alone I'll be in every beat of your heart when you face the unknown Wherever you fly this isn't goodbye My love will follow you, stay with you,
baby, you're never alone

May the angels protect you, trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home
So when hard times have found you and your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you, you're never alone

I'll be in every beat of your heart when you face the unknown
Wherever you fly, this isn't goodbye
My love will follow you, stay with you,
baby, you're never alone
My love will follow you, stay with you, baby, you're never alone

Reminiscence.

Lack of inspiration lately, i need some enthusiastic encouragement!
Somehow Lady Antebellum's songs got me reminiscing on good times.


From Need you now






to Just a kiss,





I'm tired with planning for......everything.
Guess i'm just running out of ideas for the moment.



I miss holidays.

Alone but protected.

Continuance.




Alone but always protected.......




I should feel glad and demand no more.
After a hurricane comes a rainbow!





Goodbye October.

Left

I admit that i'm suck at keeping girl friends.

Hmm that's okay.
Because i really don't know how!
kthxbai.

FAIR?

God is fair, when he gives you something, he'll take away another one.

That is what i'm always believe and it's proven that i'm right!


Greed and jealousy, root of all evil.

IN YOUR FACE!

If people are trying to bring you down,

it only means that

you are ABOVE them.

October 19th

Oops it's Oct 19th,
Happy Birthday my ♥




and this is for you.

I knew what i want.

When one door of happiness closes,
another opens,
but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us.

Move on, life would be happier.


























Thank you for being there for me, always.

:)

Tears of JOY

I made it! Hard work pays off, yeah i know i said it many many times but

I MADE IT!

New chapter of life begins.

2nd October.

Yes it's my Birthday!


Happy Birthday to myself?!
:)

Thank you everyone who celebrated it with me!

My love.

Pretty girls lol

Yesh i'm a certified shopaholic.
Thank you Amy & Mun :)

The Hill, awesome place to hang out!

Girls

Boyss

Camwhore! Love it :)

Kish kish from Amy!

Joanne said i look like a lobster :D

:)

Bisou Loveeeee!

I had my red velvet cupcake
nyumsss

and Red Velvet Cake



What a blessed birthday i had!

Thank you.
You know who you are!

L.I.F.E

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it,
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
They just promised it would be worth it!

True indeed!

Adios September.

Hola October.

I need some excitement in life.
I wish.

If you remember...

I forget about sea sick at that moment.

It's just sweet to reminisce those days.

Love this song, lyrics and those memories.






We didn't care if people stared
We'd make out in a crowd somewhere
Somebody'd tell us to get a room
It's hard to believe that was me and you
Now we keep saying that we're OK
But I don't want to settle for good not great
I miss the way that it felt back then I wanna feel that way again

Been so long that you'd forget the way I used to kiss your neck
Remind me, remind me
So on fire so in love. Way back when we couldn't get enough
Remind me, remind me

Remember the airport dropping me off
We were kissing goodbye and we couldn't stop
I felt bad cause you missed your flight
But that meant we had one more night


Do you remember how it used to be
We'd turn out the lights and we didn't just sleep
Remind me, baby, remind me

Oh, so on fire so in love
That look in your eyes that I miss so much
Remind me, baby, remind me

I wanna feel that way
Yeah, I wanna hold you close
Oh, if you still love me
Don't just assume I know

Baby, remind me, remind me

Do you remember the way it felt?
You mean back when we couldn't control ourselves
Remind me
Yeah, remind me

All those things that you used to do
That made me fall in love with you
Remind me, oh, baby, remind me


Yeah, you'd wake up in my old t-shirt
All those mornings I was late for work
Remind me

Oh, baby, remind me

Oh, baby, remind me, baby, remind me
Yeah, you'd wake up in my old t-shirt
Oh, yeah, remind me
Baby, remind me

I'll never be.

I love art since i was young,
Drawing competition, drafting beautiful dresses in class ( i did it all the time in maths classes, that explained why i fail maths :D ), and i remember i made my own barbie doll and styled her up!
I understand that people love beautiful things, so am i, but there's something inside me that bothered me lately.

I always asked myself question like these,

What am i gonna do if i actually given a chance or an opportunity to be a designer?
Who am i gonna be if i ever be a designer?
What kind of style i would be created?
How to impress people with my ideas?
What makes me THINK that i can be a designer?!

Oh damn i must've been too free to think of crap.
I mean, seriously? I'm 24 now! Wouldn't it be a little late for me to have those not gonna be true dreams?
Hunn keeps telling me that it's never too late if you want to do it.

He says : " Why not? You have so much ideas on this, that bla bla bla "

I'm sensitive on colours combination, trends and i do think about style that i won't change even it's not so in trend now.
I realised myself actually spent my days looking for just One thing that i want to add in my living room. Well i've visited Ikea for like thousand times and it doesn't satisfy me.
That's how i discovered how bad is the quality of their products. Not when you want to use it for just 2 years?

and....
it ended up that i chose to custom made my sofas!
Well, those feelings are hard to describe while waiting for what it'll be turn out!
Colours, materials, fabrics, style and so on....
BUT all these got a price to pay for it. Guess i have to keep my ideas for a little while before we earn enough cash for everything.
It's kind of like an addiction that once i have my own ideas, i want everything to be based on my ideas.

Give me a reality slap and i'll stop having those unrealistic thoughts.

If nothing's gonna tear us apart.

I found it finally!
:)


From the first time we met each other
I knew that we'd be together
I saw in your eyes
It's just a matter of time

Don't know if this feels like the real thing
Tell me what to do where do I begin
Don't know where to start
Should I let you in my heart

And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever

I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart

I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart

Girl you know that now we're together
I won't leave your side forever
You know that i'm yours
Baby, you're my only girl in the world

Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you
You are now my home
I'll always be true
I see no one else but you

And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever

I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart

I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart

Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart

Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart

And all it took was one touch, one kiss
I've never felt love like this
I pray I wish we can have this forever

I told you from the very start
It's always gonna be about us
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart

I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing's gonna tear us apart
Just don't go and break my heart
Baby, don't go and break my heart

It means more than a joke.

Think before you speak.








I would not put myself in that situation if i have a CHOICE.

Life is not just about this and that...

No matter how you feel,

Get up, Dress up and Show up for life.



Obviously i'm too freeeee!
* my self-love personality hasn't change *
(:

No way, please!

I'm kinda sorta sick of this nothing to do holidays.

Yes, i really am.

Speaking of which, i'm a pathetic bitch who has to go on diet during holidays,
can you imagine it?
Holidays supposed to fill with HOLIDAYS, literally.
That's not what i'm doing right now.
I'm taking salads everyday for lunch, i can't go for jog fml because i don't have a proper running shoes. Okay i got to admit that i'm stubborn. When it comes to shoes, i'm picky and fussy.
excuses if you think it was that way, eff you you don't understand how fashion works.
Plus, i gotta save cash for coming trips. fml again i hate to be jobless.
I know i sound grumpy here, its all because i'm bored everyday.


Things did not go well as how i scheduled it. *God damn it*
I can't really work because of these shits.
I know i know i shouldn't complaint so much on such POSITIVE things in life.
You know that kind of feeling that you got to handle it all alone is &@&&)@&^)&@)^@!!!

I wish i could be that person who got to work everyday for that amount of time and i don't even have time for house works and things a women supposed to do. IF only i can change that *supposed to do things*
I know i'm free now but it does not mean i want to handle it all alone!

I don't enjoy nothing-to-do time at all. *me don't like cleaning*
It's time to apply for job, i don't fucking care about CLP now.

Kthxbai.

I want to be your angel :)

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel



I want to make this my wedding song.

Pretty sure that something went wrong.

How can i forget about MEGA SALES?

Something's wrong with me.

I need more cash ahhhhhh ):


Why is holiday so far away?
I hate the fact that myself stuck in a period where i want to move on but something came up and i have to put everything on hold.

Can i skip those process and go for holiday now?

I'm sick of waiting.

Grandma's Eighty One Bday

It was a great family gathering.
(:

What. Why. Who and How.

Some people worth everything in your life,

Some people worth nothing at all.

What. Why.Who and How.




You decide, You live, You Love.

Smile~

Do You HEAR Me?

Awesome video!

Enjoy! (:

Second round, life inspiration.

Weekend with hunn's family was great.
Hunn's aunt bought a new place in Mont Kiara and she brought us to the show house.
The moment i heard Mont Kiara, first response was WAHHHHHHHHH HOW MUCH?!

We all know condominiums in Mont Kiara cost a BOMB!
Well, this new condominium costs 2 millions!
Imagine an empty condo costs 2 million. What about price after adding the cost of renovation?
I mean you have to renovate it in a perfect way
since you're staying in such an awesome place.
* Materials are freaking expensive now *

By looking at those life style somehow gave me life inspiration and motivation.
I want to stay in such a luxurious condominium.
Something that i want to achieve in my life.
I know it's not impossible.

Spacious Wet Kitchen

Build in Wardrobe

Comfy couch along windows

Love this morning bed

luxurious master bedroom

It gives me a feeling of calm

There's a balcony link to master bathroom
awesome right?

Perfect washroom! I wantttttt!!!!

tsk tsk tsk

Second Bedroom

Cozy Bedroom

Study room.

Mini bar for liquor

Dining room

Dry kitchen


Got to work really hard to be there.